I have admired you for so long, since I first met you ten years ago. How competent, energetic, and brilliant you are, with values of peace and community. I thought about you off and on all day, knowing I’d see you in the evening. I had a fantasy about giving you a foot massage. Seemed
“Your eye is twitchy!” I said to my spouse, mid-conversation. “Does it hurt?” I watched his right eyelid make that vibrate motion. “No, it’s ok,” he said. “Is it annoying?” I asked. “No,” he said. “Maybe you’re looking too much,” I said. “How about later I blindfold you and give you some non-sight sensations?” blindfold
I had not come in a week. That was unusual. I was lying in bed, clean from a shower, naked. My spouse was out, and I was lying on my back with my legs spread open. I thought about masturbating. Yes, a masturbation session sounded perfect. We had sex the day before, but neither came.
A whiff of laundry detergent in the airbnb bedroom made me think of my ex. The one who read to me and was abusive. I felt unsafe and almost dizzy with uncertainty, to smell it. There are many memories I can have, about him. But my mind went to a memory about youth. He used
Breasts are the most beautiful things in the world. Luxurious, comforting, wholesome, sexy. Nourishing emotionally, sometimes nourishing physically. Variable, soft. Fun to draw–so curved and lovely. I thank Mother God I have these pretty tits. I like my smile, my hair, my eyes. My mind, of course, and good intentions. I appreciate my body’s