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bitch

This poem “bitch” is the artifact of intense longing.  Much reverence to the feelers of big feelings, truth tellers, and kinkster sexonauts. bitch I wanted you to turn your vehicle around,  take me to the forest, pin me down on the earth, and see how many times you could make me cum. on the dirt

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unsent letter

sex with our housemate

When you left here, it was messy and painful.  Your choice to have sex with our housemate was part of that.  I think you anticipated a fun, hot, lighthearted encounter.  Maybe no one would know.  Probably you had zero idea what the consequences would be. I’m sorry you made that choice.  I hope sex with

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theory

queer sex

I love queer sex, and am not keen on straight sex.  But maybe it’s a false distinction?  That’s what I’m pondering today. I think of queer sex as dynamic–it changes mid-scene and over the years creative–we have to do different things than insert a tab into a slot showing up as my whole self transformative–it

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review theory

queerness at the sex party

There’s so much I learned at the sex party.  I wrote that long post about it, but I left a lot out.  I want to write about queerness at the sex party because that’s one of the things that I was paying attention to and that matters the most. age I have a cliche that

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theory

tits

I grew these tits, without my permission really.  These days, I welcome them.  I like touching them, and they comfort me as well as my spouse.  When I hug a friend, maybe they comfort my friend also. My tits are warm, pretty, somewhat symmetrical, large, round, droopy, sensitive, and fine by me.  Two burdens I

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theory

socialize

“I wanted to take care of some things, so I could then socialize with my clothes off,” my spouse said. “Wow, sounds fun,” I told my spouse.  “I want to socialize with my clothes off too!” We laughed.  Later he did take his clothes off.  I did too, and we socialized very sweetly. cuddle I

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smut theory

naked girlfriend sex dream

Hello, I woke up yesterday from a naked girlfriend sex dream.  Felt important–I want to write about the dream and what it means. naked girlfriend sex dream I was in a cafe or restaurant, just me and my girlfriend.  She was naked, sitting there up against a wall.  She was gorgeous beautiful, and her skin

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theory

gay friend

Hello, this is part two of the chastity belt post.  I wanted to tell you about a gay friend I have, as related to the chastity belt thing. chastity belt My chastity belt friend who wanted me to hold a key was queer.  He had been pretending to be straight for a long time, so

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theory

loving a man

Loving a man feels a bit treacherous.  Either I don’t care, or I care too much.  Feels impossible to find a sweet spot. I have a friend–I can’t recall how we met.  Oh, it was a radical support meeting, years ago.  He dumpster dove flowers for us.  I thought he might be a lady, when

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fiction smut

horse stable fantasy

Ok, please bear with me.  Strange horse stable fantasy ahead.  Don’t ask me where this one came from.  It’s almost a dream. horse stable fantasy There was a horse stable, but it didn’t have horses, straw, feed bags, horse food, or horse poop in it.  It had a different person in each stall. The deal

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