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long orgasm

I have a new sound recording up.  I was masturbating as my spouse went down on my breasts–it’s nine minutes.  My long orgasm is strange and good. https://freesound.org/people/nestvalorfixer/sounds/751155/ I listened to the recording this afternoon while I was masturbating in bed alone.  I hadn’t heard it in a while.  The recording kept me company and

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rage orgasm

I had a rage orgasm.  It was surprising and almost scared me. Emotionally I’m going through a time of change.  I’m making new choices including saying no to unbalanced, destructive relationships.  Feels great to raise my standards and work on believing I deserve more. content warning: brief mention of sexual violation Family pain and trauma

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list theory

to come

“I want you to come,” my spouse said.  We were in bed, naked and cuddly  It was post-lunch, and I’d just asked him what he wanted. “You don’t come as much anymore,” he added. “That’s true,” I said.  I pondered my stress level, privacy, hormone changes, grief, energy level, vulnerability, desire.  “But there are things

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coming on your dick

“Did you like me coming on your dick yesterday?” I asked my spouse.  We were lying in bed, naked and cuddly. “Yes,” he said.  “I really liked that.” “Why do you like it?” I asked. “You look so beautiful,” he said. I imagined myself below him, trying to be quiet.  Nest in rapture, emoting and

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dick comfort

“Does your dick need comfort?” I asked. “Yes,” he said. “Dicks have to do a lot of work,” I said.  I grabbed his dick, as he pulled down his chonies.  “Getting big and small over and over again, all day.  Dang.  Exhausting!” “Right!” my spouse said. “And you have to be enthusiastic, but not too

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recording myself masturbating

I was lying in bed after a shower–it was a dark, rainy morning, and my spouse was out.  I was pleasurably clean and vaguely horny, so I decided to practice sexual self-care; the happy chemicals might help me.  I’d been thinking of recording myself masturbating for some time.  So I turned off the fan and

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masturbation session

I had not come in a week.  That was unusual.  I was lying in bed, clean from a shower, naked.  My spouse was out, and I was lying on my back with my legs spread open.  I thought about masturbating.  Yes, a masturbation session sounded perfect. We had sex the day before, but neither came. 

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lady

This is my third sex blog.  Falling Into the Blissful Sublime feels a lot happier for me than the previous two sex blogs I wrote.  I’ve been sex blogging for more than 15 years. It’s a bad habit, at this point.  But I need to talk about sex a lot, clearly!  Well, it’s very clear,

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hug

chonies “What are you doing? I asked. “Trying to get my underwear on,” he said. “Do you need help?  Want me to suck your dick?” I asked. He smiled. “Is it hard to get your underwear on, because your dick’s so big?” I asked. He laughed, and I laughed.  Eventually, he did get his chonies

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two questions

My friend mentioned some sexual frustration, and I felt curious.  She mentioned porn, so I asked her what kind of porn she likes, and if it’s difficult for her to come.  Those were two questions. Then I realized I should answer my own two questions.  So here I am, to blog what I like in

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