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long orgasm

I have a new sound recording up.  I was masturbating as my spouse went down on my breasts–it’s nine minutes.  My long orgasm is strange and good. https://freesound.org/people/nestvalorfixer/sounds/751155/ I listened to the recording this afternoon while I was masturbating in bed alone.  I hadn’t heard it in a while.  The recording kept me company and

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what I really want

I have an amazing spouse.  Yet I remain a slut: I believe in diversity. This post is about what I really want. masturbation I was lying in bed today when my spouse was out, and I began to masturbate.  My mind roamed, trying to find some hot experience to imagine and cum on. My spouse

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how it feels to cum on a vibrator

Lately I use a vibrator to masturbate, and that can get me off.  It’s better than nothing!  But I don’t like how it feels to cum on a vibrator, compared to other orgasm methods.  Cumming on a vibrator is the lowest quality orgasm I’ve experienced. why Vibrators are overstimulating.  There is no subtlety.  The sensation

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special honey

“What would you do if you had some special honey?” I asked my spouse.  We were driving in his car.  “Other than put it on your dick and suck it off, of course.  That’s just a given.” Yes, that’s something we did a long time ago, back when my spouse was my anarchist boyfriend. food

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to orgasm

I masturbated to orgasm and recorded it.  I’ve done that before–it’s been years. My spouse and I were staying at a vacation rental, and I was horny.  He was out doing something else. I’ve been stressed, lonely, moody.  Sometimes sex is a way all those emotions can come out.  Maybe I’d rather process it alone,

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masturbation party

My spouse and I had a date.  We got naked–he cleared the bed, including moving the blanket to the chair.  We both were lying there and began to cuddle sweetly.  Then I asked if we could have a masturbation party. “Yeah!” he said. disability I’ve been in extra pain lately.  Is my disability getting worse? 

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do you want to

“Do you want to come on my tits?” I asked. “Yes,” my spouse said. I was lying in bed, naked and collared.  He was standing by the bed, beating off in my face, sometimes touching my nipples and enjoying my reaction. “Do you want to come in my armpit?” I asked.  My right arm was

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early

“Looks like you want to start our date early,” I said. My spouse and I had a date set for 9am, but it was 8am.  He took off his clothes and climbed into bed with me. “Yes, I’m early” he said. “I guess you’re horny,” I said. He held out his arms to hug me.

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top

“Can I top you?” I asked my spouse.  We were naked in bed, talking and making out.  It was a beautiful spring afternoon. Yes, I’m switchy in theory.  But this was a direct ask from a strong feeling.  I don’t remember ever asking him that exact question. “Sure,” he said. power I felt an animal

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vibrator

I got a new vibrator and wanted to show you.  It cost a hundred dollars at the local sex toy shop.  That was a usual price there. My old vibrator was too small.  I like its cuteness and dark blueness. The way it has two separate vibrating sides is cool. But my body needs a

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