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theory

significant exes

I asked a newish friend how many significant ex-es he had and the main reason he usually broke up with people.  I found my own questions kinda rude. Most everyone has ex-es–how do you choose what’s significant?  It seemed unkind to classify any ex as insignificant.  But I have so many.  Do they all matter?

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ritual

love sex ritual

  This love sex ritual is about connection, blessing, honoring.  A refreshing of commitment and expression of care.  Please adapt for use with your own partner person or persons. materials:  friendship candle, dish of water, rose oil, hunk of amethyst, Mother image, chocolate, water to drink, lighter, pouch of magic I am naked in the

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sex in the morning: what I have

Before, I didn’t like having sex in the morning.  We had a policy–only after breakfast. Why did I dislike having sex first thing?  I found it disorienting.  Sex was a big deal–I wanted to be ready. Nowadays I like when sex can be a big deal, taking hours for the whole process, but it could

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smut

sexual care: a happy relationship blowjob

“You’re greater than the sum of your parts,” I told him.  “The sum of your parts is three, if each ball is a part.”  I wanted to give him a happy relationship blowjob. We were in bed, and he was naked.  “Who do you want to suck your dick?” I asked. “You,” he said. “I

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self-contained

having his dick inside me wouldn’t make me important to him. sometimes loving him feels like loving a pile of air. why do I need to matter to him anyway?  i could crown myself the beautiful, valuable  Treasure friend. I’m imagining the ceremony, marrying myself  in the courtyard, the yellow sundress I’d wear.   it

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theory

breasts of the challenging daughter

  Breasts are the most beautiful things in the world.  Luxurious, comforting, wholesome, sexy.  Nourishing emotionally, sometimes nourishing physically.  Variable, soft.  Fun to draw–so curved and lovely. I thank Mother God I have these pretty tits.  I like my smile, my hair, my eyes.  My mind, of course, and good intentions.  I appreciate my body’s

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free

I don’t think your feelings for anyone are wrong.  I never feel ashamed of you.  I think you can feel however you feel about anyone in the world.  You are free, and no one can own your heart.   Maybe behavior could be more of a thing to limit, if you choose to.  But you know,

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unsent letter

pornstar retirement home

dear Friend, one day years from now, when you’re old and gray, in the pornstar retirement home–wow, what a place that would be!  you would be sleeping, and Mother God would send you a dream.   it would be a dream about me.  I’d be there in front of you, smiling and happy, riding my bike,

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unsent letter

how I really feel

I saw you as a smooth, creative person who needed very little.  A bikesexual filmmaker artist northwest cliche.  I thought you had a thousand friends.  They were all over the world, and you could stay with them, when you toured with your film festival.   Were you having sex with all of them?  Not sure.  Who

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