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love the fat

You are going to love the fat, if you love me. I had to learn to love myself in order to be able to make art and survive. Survive like keep living. I had to learn how to love the fat, but I keep changing. So I have to keep re-learning how to love myself

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balls massage

Lately I ask my spouse for breast massage, which is sweet and sexy. I lie back on the bed, and my spouse massages my breasts with oil, moving lymph and bringing blood flow, reaching into my armpits, getting to know the textures of my skin and flesh. We hope it keeps my breasts healthy. Seems

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lesbian sex tips

One of my favorite groups on a social media site is about lesbian sex. I’m fascinated by lesbians. I’ve never fully been a lesbian, but I’ve considered at different parts of my life– am I a lesbian? Whatever I am, I enjoy giving lesbian sex tips to strangers. A lady was feeling guilty for not

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the semen cure

“I think you fixed my pH,” I said. “Thank you for the semen cure. Or your balls are a lil yeasty and slapped yeast in there, overwhelming the bacteria.” My spouse laughed. They were about to leave on a sacred errand, moving through our small home getting ready to go out. I was still lying

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blister

“I have a little bump inside my mouth, like a blister.  Like a nursing blister,” I told my spouse. I thought about friction and tender tissues.  “Maybe I sucked your dick too much,” I continued. “No, you didn’t suck my dick too much,” my spouse said. Then we laughed and laughed. nursing blister I’ve never

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dick hole

Do you like the dick hole?  I was having sex with my spouse and impulsively put my left nipple into their dick hole.  I didn’t understand my nipple would fit.  Their dick hole is bigger than I expect. I’d had a prohibition against putting anything into the dick hole.  I’m nervous about some coconut oil,

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get laid

Dear one, Yesterday I was telling you, I want to go down on our mutual friendly acquaintance / acquaintancely friend.  They’d mentioned that they weren’t going to the May Day event to work, but to get laid. “I’m not going to DJ unless someone is sucking my dick while I’m DJing,” they said. Surprised, I

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book

“Will you open my cunt like a book?  Will you read it?” I asked. We were in bed naked with not a lot of time.  I prefer an hour for sex–a journey we take together. So we were cuddling and having some sexy moments without the entire process.  I didn’t want to be completely vulnerable

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I was never young

Dear friend, I was never young.  In years, I was young; I was born as a baby and progressed as one does.  But I was never young in the sense of needs met, well-being protected, spirit cherished. What’s innocence?  I definitely wasn’t guilty.  But life didn’t unfold in a stepwise way.  Choices were denied me,

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acting out

The neighbor getting naked wasn’t wrong in and of itself.  I’m fine with people, including naked people.  Naked bodies are no problem.  The problem was she was naked as a way of acting out.  Definitely there was a desire for attention and disruption. And it worked–she disturbed kids, parents, and other adults.  It was possibly

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