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what family is

Post author By Nest
Post date November 3, 2021
1 Comment on what family is

I was thinking about what family is, lying in bed crying, half asleep. If I’d sucked the dick of my friend, would I have mattered to him then? If he came down my throat, would he have loved me then? No, of course not. But my half-asleep mind was trying to make it work. Like

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God

Post author By Nest
Post date May 2, 2021
2 Comments on God

Sex is a vulnerable ritual that creates veil-rending pleasure. I see God, in the transcendent union. The glitter of God shines for me, intoxicating me, while I’m being penetrated by someone, coming for someone, envaginating someone, making them come, giving myself completely. Sex is about ecstatic intimacy for me, but most people don’t see it

Tags god, gold, love, religion, ritual, sex