How many difficult things can you do in a day? I like to do only one per day. Then I can think about it, learn my lessons, roll it over in my mind, tell friends what I did and get their support and feedback. Possibly recover so I can do more difficult things, other days.
I was thinking about what family is, lying in bed crying, half asleep. If I’d sucked the dick of my friend, would I have mattered to him then? If he came down my throat, would he have loved me then? No, of course not. But my half-asleep mind was trying to make it work. Like
Making my own path is necessary because there’s no path for the freedom I need. I find myself in many situations there’s no Hallmark card for. The other day my good friend asked me, “What do you say to a friend, when her rapist dies?” There is no greeting card for that one. But many
This meme is playful, the reasons to be poly, and this brain ranking. It’s not to be taken seriously–the point is the D&D joke at the end. But I saw my reasons are not on there. My main reason to have open relationship is resilience through diversity. It’s a permaculture concept. I wish for a
My friend sent me a link to this song that made him think of me. It summarizes ideas that I believe really hard about freedom and self-love. I love my body, and I enjoy loving my body. Definitely I want to talk about that, on this blog and everywhere, and laugh publicly at the oppression
dear Friend, I keep thinking I’m done with the part of our relationship where I’m in love with you. Things feel more casual. I relax a deeper layer. “Ah, how nice–things are going in a way that makes more sense,” I tell myself. “I’m glad things are going to get easier.” desire Then I feel
“What’s a community, if it’s based on lies?” I asked. “A community of convenience. Gentlemen’s agreement. Fuckery–bullshit. A charade. A waste of time.” I was having a lot of feelings about communication issues in the community that I live in. Some friction had occurred, when I said something true but snarky in a meeting. I
I don’t think your feelings for anyone are wrong. I never feel ashamed of you. I think you can feel however you feel about anyone in the world. You are free, and no one can own your heart. Maybe behavior could be more of a thing to limit, if you choose to. But you know,