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homeless

“Can you turn here and drive back toward that gas station?” I asked my spouse.  He turned right and did as I asked.  “I saw someone homeless who looked like ______,” I said. “That person?” my spouse asked, pointing to a stranger. “No, that person,” I said.  Same tall, thin frame, pale skin, long blond

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news

My spouse read that last post about how I was hurt by a friend who we loved.  “Do you ever see his news?” I asked. “No,” my spouse said. “Maybe would you look him up?” I asked.  “I’m just curious if he’s alive.” “Ok, I can do that.” “Would you look up my ex-husband also?”

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crazy

When I left my ex-husband, he decided I was having a manic episode.  He called my parents and my best friend to tell them I was having a manic episode and ask them to check up on me and try to help me.  He thought I was crazy. I remember my best friend telling me

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read to me

“Do you know the one thing I would change about you, if I could?” I asked. what I would change I was in bed, naked, and he was standing by the bed.  I was touching his tummy and chest–we smiled at each other.  “Uh, oh!  Get ready to be hurt!” I said. We laughed.  “Are

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the porn addict

red curry That night the pron addict told me he had a porn addiction, we were at the Thai place by his apartment, and something in me constricted, grossed out.  Then about one second letter, I felt a rush of compassion.  I reached out to him with my arms.  I held him.  He was wearing

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