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like me

“What can I do so you you’ll like me forever?” I asked my spouse.  We were lying in bed, naked and cuddling post-lunch. “Let me suck on your titty,” he said. “Oh, ok,” I said.  “So you’ll suck on my titty and think about it?  What I can do so you’ll always like me?” “Yeah,”

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smut

sex dream

I had a sex dream: I was hanging out with these people in a space that was outdoors but sheltered, with furniture.  Like a messy patio–maybe an art yard at a university.  A place where cool kids might smoke cigarettes and eat their lunch, but we were older than usual students. It was nighttime.  We

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rigid

“All those things I said we could do–we don’t need to do any of them.  The time I said–we could do different times also.  Those were just ideas.  We don’t need to be rigid.” I told all that to my spouse–we were lying in bed, early morning.  I was comforting him, that our day could

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the real you

I always felt like the real you was deep inside you, so precious and beautiful and good.  I believed in that one. But I think I was mostly making that you up.  Maybe there are many of you.  That’s what you told me.  But I don’t want to talk to this one, in these three

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smut theory

snake dream

“I dreamt there was this snake.  A huge, long snake, on the sidewalk.  But coiled somewhat, on itself.  It was red and had these beautiful bright pink stripey markings.  It looked at me.” “Hmm,” my spouse said. “And there was this little girl.  I was walking down the street, saw this snake.  And there was

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dream

I woke up in the hotel from a leg cramp and a dream about my best friend, who is an ex.  Long ago when we were teenagers, yes.  We were girlfriends. In the dream, she needed to do a stressful thing, and it would help if I left.  But we didn’t actually want to be

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sex dreams

I’ll be watching a movie on a screen somewhere–in a spaceship? in an underground place?–and the movie gets really sexy!  I’ll be like, oh, I didn’t know this was a porn movie.  I’ll see some surprising breasts, exposed, so gorgeous, and feel super-glad. My cunt will ache with arousal, and I’ll feel more involved in

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