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dick on my breath

“Can you smell your dick on my breath?” I asked my spouse. I had just been going down on him–now I kissed his mouth. “Yes,” he said. “Does it smell good?” I asked. “Yes,” he said. hands Every once in a while I’ll notice a friend or housemate smell their own hand.  I wonder what

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my bitch

“I think you’ll do,” my spouse said, inspecting me as I stood with my hands tied behind my back.  “Yes, I accept you as my bitch.” We were at a vacation rental, doing some kink.  It got loud, so I’m glad we had noise privacy. That morning I had a vivid fantasy about being chosen

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what we want vs what we say we want

I wrote about what happened last summer, when my spouse and I briefly lived on a small farm where the farmer witch wanted a sister wife.  Writing helped me realize again: there can be such a large gap between what we want vs what we say we want. sister wife How much truth will fit,

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watched

“Can I tell you what I’m thinking about?” I asked my spouse.  I was having a fantasy about being watched. “Yes,” he said. We were in bed having sex–not our usual bed at home, but at a rental place.  My spouse was spooning me and touching my breasts.  His big dick was poking onto my

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masturbation party

My spouse and I had a date.  We got naked–he cleared the bed, including moving the blanket to the chair.  We both were lying there and began to cuddle sweetly.  Then I asked if we could have a masturbation party. “Yeah!” he said. disability I’ve been in extra pain lately.  Is my disability getting worse? 

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list theory unsent letter

sex gratitude

Here’s a list of my sex gratitude. respect Thank you for caring about my well-being, pleasure, and safety.  Thank you for caring about my whole life including before you arrived on the scene, and if there’s time that I live without you.  Your responsible kindness–in bed and outside of bed–makes me want you.  I want

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taking tylenol for sex

I’ve had chronic pain for decades.  But I’m a hippie of some kind–I avoid pharmaceutical drugs if I can.  Yesterday was my first time taking tylenol for sex. I’m sorry it came to that.  But I was in too much pain to cum, and it had been about a week since orgasm, much longer than

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new pants

He was wearing new pants, bright and colorful.  He bought them at an Asian import store in town, mostly Nepali, on a whim. Usually my spouse wears dude clothes, dressed as a hiker, with REI style nylon outdoorsy cargo pants and cotton tee shirts, earth tones, with hiker-style shoes.  So these bright rainbow cotton hippie

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blurry picture

This blurry picture was a phone accident.  I saw it among my photos and laughed, then put it through a couple filters to warm and brighten.  I like my spouse’s pubic hair, that dark glimpse of joy.  What a pretty bush. I like the fairy lights on the side, cheerful.  And I love the suggestion

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do you want to

“Do you want to come on my tits?” I asked. “Yes,” my spouse said. I was lying in bed, naked and collared.  He was standing by the bed, beating off in my face, sometimes touching my nipples and enjoying my reaction. “Do you want to come in my armpit?” I asked.  My right arm was

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