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the semen cure

“I think you fixed my pH,” I said. “Thank you for the semen cure. Or your balls are a lil yeasty and slapped yeast in there, overwhelming the bacteria.” My spouse laughed. They were about to leave on a sacred errand, moving through our small home getting ready to go out. I was still lying

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I love betraying my family

I love betraying my family. Lately I betray them with my transness. Oh, so you think I’m a girl? Some people have known me since I was born, but they never knew me. In the past I’ve betrayed my family by… moving away divorcing my first husband, when they all did not divorce divorcing my

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shave me

“Do you wanna shave me?” my spouse asked. “Yes,” I said. I had been saying no for a few days– felt good to agree. My spouse handed me the electric shaver. They grabbed my breasts and started to jiggle them, as I shaved their chin. “Be gentle, and get off the nipple,” I said. It’s

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sex feedback

“Can I give you some feedback on the sex we had today?” I asked my spouse. “Sure!” they said. My spouse loves feedback, which is special.  I’m often cautious about feedback; most people are. But my spouse wants to do well and has a strong sense of self.  They’re not afraid of what others think:

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you’re safe

“You’re safe,” my spouse said. They stopped hitting me. It was a shorter sentence than I had requested. My spouse knows what I want– I want to be safe more than anything. They go to the root. collar We were in bed in the afternoon. I’d asked my spouse to collar me while hitting me.

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how I like to be hit

How I like to be hit has changed over the years. My spouse and I are coming together with renewed interest and love, after I broke up with my brilliant young lover who I had been spending significant time with. It’s a huge life change to refocus on my spouse as the person I most

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blister

“I have a little bump inside my mouth, like a blister.  Like a nursing blister,” I told my spouse. I thought about friction and tender tissues.  “Maybe I sucked your dick too much,” I continued. “No, you didn’t suck my dick too much,” my spouse said. Then we laughed and laughed. nursing blister I’ve never

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dream partner

There’s a lesbian group I like on a social media site where I’ve learned about sex and seen wonderful memes.  Today I saw a post about a trend where people describe their dream partner to an AI who provides a photo. Most recently on the lesbian memes group I saw people talking about about giving

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sex notes

These sex notes are for my spouse– things I’ve noticed, felt, and wanted lately. sex notes Dear lover, Yesterday when we had sex, I thought maybe when you were fucking me, I could have cum a second time.  The vibrator was still on my clit, and I rode out that intense orgasm which made me

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eunuchs

I’ve been thinking about eunuchs for a few months.  I briefly dated a transgender person who was Italian-American, a witch, and had undergone bottom surgery to remove their dick and get a vulva.  They related to the eunuchs in Rome long ago, some witch eunuchs. content warning: violence Well, honestly I’ve been thinking of eunuchs

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