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in the ass

“Did she fuck you in the ass?” I asked. I was in bed with my friend.  Well, we cuddled for so many hours–it was our main activity.  We were in a hotel room just the two of us, cuddling like bunnies.  Do friends behave that way? “Yeah,” she replied. “Oh god,” I moaned, repulsed. I

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smut theory

dick on my breath

“Can you smell your dick on my breath?” I asked my spouse. I had just been going down on him–now I kissed his mouth. “Yes,” he said. “Does it smell good?” I asked. “Yes,” he said. hands Every once in a while I’ll notice a friend or housemate smell their own hand.  I wonder what

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topping

“I finally understand topping now,” I said to my spouse. Lying in bed long after waking up, I was having a slow morning, staring out the window.  I was looking at the tall pear tree by the bike shed, in the rain. “The pears are only reachable on the bottom part of the tree,” I

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can I touch your balls

“Can I touch your balls, if I feel curious about them?” I asked my spouse. “Yes,” he said. I moved my hand to the sweet softness. “Can I touch your balls, if I feel affectionate toward them?” I asked. “Yes,” he said. I pet them with love. “Can I touch your balls, if I feel

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review theory

vegan cum

“Why don’t you get a vegan cock and balls, and I’ll eat the vegan cum?” I asked. My spouse was craving baked goods, so I suggested a local donut chain that used to have a cream filled donut called cock and balls.  It was funny and daring. But we live here now; I hadn’t been

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how does your dick feel

“How does your dick feel today?” I asked my spouse.  We were in bed.  I was checking in with him about pain level and feeling state, at the beginning part of sex.  I had already asked about his head, feet, butt, tummy, and legs. “It wants you,” he said. “Wow!  Great!’ I said.  “How fortunate

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something special

A: I see we’re doing something special. B: What do you mean?  I don’t want to do anything special. A: Oh, well, it looks like we are.  Can we talk about that? B: Yes, let’s talk about it.  I don’t know you that well, I like to do egalitarian generalized relationships, and I don’t want

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soft candy hard candy

“I have some soft candy in my pocket,” my spouse said.  We were on a long drive, and he wanted a snack.  “Can you feed it to me?” “Oo!” I said.  “I hear you have soft candy….but what if you had hard candy in your pocket?” I touched my spouse’s pocket area / dick area

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masturbate

“I was thinking I might masturbate,” I told my spouse. We were in bed.  I’ve been stressed, anxious, and angry beyond what I can endure.  Flooding myself with pleasure is a way to care for myself, to push the suffering out. “Hmm, I like it when you masturbate,” he said. “Yeah!” I said.  “It’s a

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strawberries

My spouse washed some fruit for me and put it in a bowl.  Raspberries, blackberries, and strawberries, fresh from the farmers market.  Yum! But it was too much.  I ate them in order of how much I like them, saving the best for last.  First I ate all the blackberries, dark and plump.  Then the

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