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aesthetics II

Here’s more about aesthetics because I figured out what I was trying to say last time! pretty “Do you think I’m pretty?” I asked my spouse.  It was idle pre-bed chatter. “Yes,” he said. “Do you think I’m…hella pretty?” “Yes,” he said. “You seem to think I’m pretty…when I’m sucking your dick,” I said. “Yes,”

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aesthetics

Hey, aesthetics is a fancy word about what’s beautiful and pretty and appealing. There’s a whole area of philosophy, about aesthetics.  Then there are workers who help people look more beautiful, and they can be hairdressers, nail experts, makeup artists, aestheticians. What about me?  I’m a neurodivergent fat woman, and I was poor almost my

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my porn journey

From believing porn was bad, to considering making porn for money, my first encounters with porn, and what I think of it now–I’ve been on a journey that has taken me to some strange places.  Actual experiences, dreams, and fantasies have fueled my sexual imagination, but porn has too. early I hadn’t made up my

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