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messy

We did the breast worshiping ritual.  Wow, I was right–it was messy.  It was also amazing, and didn’t go quite as planned. The biggest surprise is how horny we got.  Something about having the objects there, reading the words at the beginning, the depth of it.  The safety of the container?  My spouse was 100%

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ritual smut

worship of the breasts

I would like to invite my spouse to participate in this ritual worship of the breasts.  Ok, it might get messy.  Please have a soft napkin or tissues handy. My vision for this ritual is we get into a frame of mind where my breasts are simultaneously my breasts and some kind of cosmic Great

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breast convention

“That would be conventional,” I said, and moved his hand to my breast.  We were cuddling nakedly in bed, and he was sleepy.  We were having a conversation that was inconsequential. “Wow, wouldn’t that be great.  Would you like to go to a breast convention?  I bet you’d like that.” “Yeah!” he said. “Mmm, I

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clover

“Will you kiss my nipples really softly, like the dew kisses the clover?” I asked.  I needed gentleness, as I often do. “What dude kisses the clover?” my spouse asked. “The dew!” I said.  “You know. The water that condenses out of the air.  Like fog.” “Oh,” he said.  He kissed my nipples gently, the

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body

My body is always changing, as I age and my disabilities fluctuate.  But my feelings about my body change even more! I love my body for reals, hardcore, unconditionally.  My disabilities, my fatness, the strength of my legs, the beauty of my breasts, my smile, my hair.  My lovely, trustworthy vulva that gives so much

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breast

the prettier I am, the angrier the men are.  one of the men who lives here said to my spouse, “you need to share,” pertaining to me.  when I wear tank tops, my shoulders seem to hurt him.  I feel sad like I should wear a potato sack for clothes, like do you really need

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how to talk to someone about their body

One time my good friend was at a party where people were not wearing shirts.  She was having a conversation with someone who awkwardly said, “I think your breasts are beautiful, by the way.” My friend reported this to me years later, laughing.  The situation had been novel, for her.  It was funny to consider

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vulnerable

The silk of the thin scarf feels extra good on my vulnerable breasts, and the yellow gives me pleasure also, which must be pretend.  It’s not like my skin can really feel the yellow.  But my soul feels it, responding with a yellow glow of its own. My breasts are my favorite part of my

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smut

kissing his balls

Kissing his balls is my favorite thing to do, lately.  Not sure why they’re so appealing to me, now.  Soft, vulnerable, they smell good, a pleasure on my lips and my face.  He seems to enjoy it also. I’ve been with him for eight and a half years.  You’d think I’d have noticed his balls,

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art

I made some art depicting myself, yesterday.  In the bathroom I stood naked at the mirror and drew myself with sharpie, on a piece of cardboard I’d painted lavender. The plum sharpie ink is kinda my body, and the orange is my energy.  Probably you could guess that.  Heart energy, cunt energy, tummy energy, and

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