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nsfw

Lately I’ve been feeling lonely.  It’s a social sadness in my body, mostly related to missing my mom.  I’m sad missing my extended family of origin.  Sex is definitely comforting, meeting a different social need.  My spouse and I did a Valentine’s Day photo shoot, and I like the nsfw photos. celebrate Yes, it was

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book

“Will you open my cunt like a book?  Will you read it?” I asked. We were in bed naked with not a lot of time.  I prefer an hour for sex–a journey we take together. So we were cuddling and having some sexy moments without the entire process.  I didn’t want to be completely vulnerable

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persimmon

“Do you want to taste this persimmon?” I asked my spouse. We were in the kitchen, and I was processing persimmons, a sacred food for me. “No, I don’t like persimmons,” they said. “What don’t you like?” I asked. “I don’t like the taste, and they’re too slimy,” they said.  “It’s just… negative associations.” anew

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long orgasm

I have a new sound recording up.  I was masturbating as my spouse went down on my breasts–it’s nine minutes.  My long orgasm is strange and good. https://freesound.org/people/nestvalorfixer/sounds/751155/ I listened to the recording this afternoon while I was masturbating in bed alone.  I hadn’t heard it in a while.  The recording kept me company and

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kinky

“You’re happy just getting your dick sucked,” I told my spouse.  “I want sex that’s way more kinky.” “What do you want?” he asked.  “I’ll do something more kinky.” desires Lately I have some specific kink desires but haven’t communicated them to my spouse.  An easy desire is to move wedges and pillows toward the

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that sound

“I want to make you make that sound,” he said. “What sound?” I asked. “The sound you make when I put my dick into you,” he said. date I giggled.  We were in bed cuddling, with a date planned for later. “That deep dick sound,” he added. I smiled at him and giggled more. “What’s

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what I really want

I have an amazing spouse.  Yet I remain a slut: I believe in diversity. This post is about what I really want. masturbation I was lying in bed today when my spouse was out, and I began to masturbate.  My mind roamed, trying to find some hot experience to imagine and cum on. My spouse

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up

This morning I woke up at 4 something.  My spouse was up already, watching a movie on his phone.  He’s been respiratory sick for more than a month, and he’d woken himself up coughing. “You wanna come back to bed?” I asked. He finished the last ten minutes of his movie and came back to

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kitten fantasy

“You’re like a stupid kitten who can’t find the nipple,” I said to my spouse. He was kissing my breasts in a sweet, clueless way.  It was a sexy moment and unusual because I usually don’t say anything that could be heard as insulting. He’s been sick and does seem sweetly pathetic at times like

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going down on my spouse’s ass

Going down on my spouse’s ass was more emotional than I ever could have imagined.  So much I learned, I had no idea I would learn. Previously I thought assholes were embarrassing and dirty.  I had no idea they can be tender, sweet, vulnerable places to deeply love.  It’s like I discovered a whole new

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