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the semen cure

“I think you fixed my pH,” I said. “Thank you for the semen cure. Or your balls are a lil yeasty and slapped yeast in there, overwhelming the bacteria.” My spouse laughed. They were about to leave on a sacred errand, moving through our small home getting ready to go out. I was still lying

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even closer

This post even closer is about a cover by the band In This Moment. Yes, I have a thing for the classic kink song “Closer” by Nine Inch Nails. In This Moment does it kinda roaring / screamy. Could I learn to do that with my voice? “With vocal training, you could probably do anything

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I love betraying my family

I love betraying my family. Lately I betray them with my transness. Oh, so you think I’m a girl? Some people have known me since I was born, but they never knew me. In the past I’ve betrayed my family by… moving away divorcing my first husband, when they all did not divorce divorcing my

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shave me

“Do you wanna shave me?” my spouse asked. “Yes,” I said. I had been saying no for a few days– felt good to agree. My spouse handed me the electric shaver. They grabbed my breasts and started to jiggle them, as I shaved their chin. “Be gentle, and get off the nipple,” I said. It’s

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chosen wound

This is a letter to my lover, or to someone who was my lover, and I hope one day they’re my lover again. It’s about my chosen wound. Dear one, My chosen wound is partly about fatness. You know what the world does to very fat people. But it’s more about home and safety, and

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