up

This morning I woke up at 4 something.  My spouse was up already, watching a movie on his phone.  He’s been respiratory sick for more than a month, and he’d woken himself up coughing.

“You wanna come back to bed?” I asked.

He finished the last ten minutes of his movie and came back to bed, and I held him.

“I love you so much,” he said.  “My dick is big for you.”

I kissed him, and we were two sweet mammals in our cozy, safe home.

“Do you wanna masturbate before you go back to sleep?” I asked.

what I said

This is what I said to him while we had sex.  Mostly he was masturbating, but I went down on him for a while, caressed and patted his balls, touched his naked tummy and thighs and chest, kissed his arms and shoulder and mouth, and petted his pubic hair.

I love you.  You are so beautiful.  You are my joy.  I loved how you fucked me yesterday and used me for my body.  Did you like that?  I wish you would fuck me like that every day.  I love how you use me for my holes.

You are so good to me.  You are so kind to me, and I love you so much.  I am so fortunate to be close to you and share your sexuality with you.  Your dick is amazing.  Your body is my home.

I’m so lucky I get to be close to you, and you give all that to me.  I don’t have to earn it or compete for it– you just give it to me.  You are such a good spouse.  I am so happy with you.

I’m sorry yesterday I was upset with you.  Everyone makes mistakes, and you are allowed to make a mistake.  You are wonderful.  Thank you for being patient with me when I misunderstand things.  You are generous with me and take care of me so good.  I’m grateful to you.

I want you; I spend my life with you.  You are the best person.  I love being close to you.  I adore you.  Thank you for loving me and being close to me.  I want to stay close to you always.

You have been coming on my tits for so long.  It’s an honor to have your semen on my body.  You are the sweet, kind spouse.  You mean everything.  I live for you.  I live with you.  You are my joy.  I kiss you forever and ever.

resolution

He told me he loved me and panted, then came in my hand.  His dick throbbed its cum onto me, and I felt treasured and loved.  We cleaned up and snuggled more, and he fell asleep.

I can hear him stir in the other room.  We care for one another all day, but a morning moment when he’s half-asleep is special.

I’m moody and get my feelings hurt sometimes.  I’m sorry for the freaking out.  But there are sweet, easy times often.