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smut theory

what I really want

I have an amazing spouse.  Yet I remain a slut: I believe in diversity. This post is about what I really want. masturbation I was lying in bed today when my spouse was out, and I began to masturbate.  My mind roamed, trying to find some hot experience to imagine and cum on. My spouse

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review theory

how it feels to cum on a vibrator

Lately I use a vibrator to masturbate, and that can get me off.  It’s better than nothing!  But I don’t like how it feels to cum on a vibrator, compared to other orgasm methods.  Cumming on a vibrator is the lowest quality orgasm I’ve experienced. why Vibrators are overstimulating.  There is no subtlety.  The sensation

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smut

up

This morning I woke up at 4 something.  My spouse was up already, watching a movie on his phone.  He’s been respiratory sick for more than a month, and he’d woken himself up coughing. “You wanna come back to bed?” I asked. He finished the last ten minutes of his movie and came back to

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theory

gay

I wanted to tell you about the hot springs that my spouse and I visited in California last month.  But on accident, I got swept up writing about power dynamics among queer people.  So this post is just the gay part of the hot spring post that I hope to finish soon. costuming How do

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poem theory unsent letter

hurt her

Do you hurt her?  How does she like to be hurt?  Do her eyes roll back in her head? Do you feel powerful, dominating her thin, white, abled body? How does she cum for you?  How many times?  Is it hard to be quiet together? Is it ironic, to fuck her in the house where

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