smut theory

dick on my breath

“Can you smell your dick on my breath?” I asked my spouse.

I had just been going down on him–now I kissed his mouth.

“Yes,” he said.

“Does it smell good?” I asked.

“Yes,” he said.


Every once in a while I’ll notice a friend or housemate smell their own hand.  I wonder what they’re smelling for.

It reminds me of that famous lesbian novel I read when I was a young person Tipping the Velvet.  Yes, historical.  I remember a scene where a character’s hand smells of oysters or cunt.

What is my friend smelling their hand for?  Blood, garlic, pussy?  Their own genitals, or the genitals of another person?  I never ask, but they’re getting some kind of sensory information.  It’s a moment I witness and release.


My spouse’s dick has a great flavor.  I know him well, after so many years of love.

There’s deep trust.  I’m grateful for his impeccable hygiene.  I know I’m safe to suck his dick at any moment.  He keeps his dick clean, so I can get into his pants and enjoy what I find there at any time.

Dick on my breath is a good smell, but it’s subtle.  I trust that having conversations afterward, from the usual personal space distance of a few feet, the smell would not be detected.

disabled sex

Oral sex is a skill, and I’m sorry I have so much chronic pain around my neck and shoulders.  I wish I could blow my spouse more often and without ouchie consequences.

What if there was a Center for Sex and Culture in every city, and I could take a class or workshop on disabled sex?  We could learn and share how to do sex in ways that work for many kinds of bodies.  What a world that would be.

When I think of what I need that doesn’t exist, and I realize that a lot of people might enjoy it, I wonder if I have a responsibility to create that thing.

I wish I had more energy and time.  I wish I had an easy way to find collaborators who have money and want to band together for good.  Meanwhile, I make art and write blog posts like this one.

By Nest

Curious, disabled Earth Goddess, telling the truth.

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