to orgasm

I masturbated to orgasm and recorded it.  I’ve done that before–it’s been years.

My spouse and I were staying at a vacation rental, and I was horny.  He was out doing something else.

I’ve been stressed, lonely, moody.  Sometimes sex is a way all those emotions can come out.  Maybe I’d rather process it alone, at times.

Having trouble sleeping also makes me want to masturbate to orgasm.  I think cumming will relax me.  Sometimes it does.

share

It was fun to record the sounds and share with him later.

“Do you want to masturbate before we go out?” I asked my spouse.

“Sure!” he said.

“Take off your clothes!” I said.

I was horny and didn’t want to have sex with my friend on accident.  Our last visit was intense, in the private moments, when my spouse left for a while.

“Do you want to hear me masturbating?” I asked.

“Yeah!” he said.

His big dick was out.

“Mmm–you’re so pretty,” I said.

recording

I found the recording and played it for him.  He beat off as I masturbated.  It was close and fun.  He was very aroused and came before I expected.

Lately my mental health is a bit poor.  I prefer more stability.  Being close to my spouse is a treat–so much pleasure physically but also emotionally.

“I’m so happy, having sex with you,” I told my spouse.  “It’s so grounding.”

That’s true.  What better way to come back to my body and to reality, then to flood myself with pleasure.

I will love you–I will stay with you, dear spouse.  Thank you for hitting me back into my body, when I so request.  Thank you for getting me off all the time.

to orgasm

Here’s the recording if you would like to hear it too.

Blessings to your needs and sexuality, when you’re stressed, masturbating, having sex with others, and in any feeling state.