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list theory

questions about sex

I was making a list of questions about sex for another post, and I really like them.  So I decided to put the questions into their own listy post.  They help me think ideas I never thought before. Sex is something I feel a lot about, and deeper thinking about it could be a nice

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theory

fucked up men

Fucked up men are my favorite.  Why is that? My dad was a fucked up man, certainly.  That’s part of my domestic violence baggage set.  Hahahaha.  Yeah, I have the large suitcase with wheels, the garment bag, the medium suitcase, and some kind of bathroom bag.  The carry on, for sure.  But it must be

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list theory

ways of sexual expression without a partner

Hello, I was thinking about ways of sexual expression without a partner.  The topic came to mind because I want more solo sex and sensuality in my life.  Please consider this previous post about a sex dream I had, where the neglected naked girlfriend was me. Also I was talking to a new acquaintance about

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family theory

how I really felt when my brother said I love you

Hello, I’ve been thinking about how I really felt when my brother said I love you.  There was how I thought I should feel, how other people thought I should feel, how I wished I felt, and buried underneath years of abuse and pain, how I actually felt.  Takes a long time to find that

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smut theory

naked girlfriend sex dream

Hello, I woke up yesterday from a naked girlfriend sex dream.  Felt important–I want to write about the dream and what it means. naked girlfriend sex dream I was in a cafe or restaurant, just me and my girlfriend.  She was naked, sitting there up against a wall.  She was gorgeous beautiful, and her skin

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theory

gay friend

Hello, this is part two of the chastity belt post.  I wanted to tell you about a gay friend I have, as related to the chastity belt thing. chastity belt My chastity belt friend who wanted me to hold a key was queer.  He had been pretending to be straight for a long time, so

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art theory

photos of sin

I had this red apple by chance and asked my spouse to help me with a breasty photo shoot–photos of sin.  The apple is a symbol. What is sin?  Do you believe in it?  I would say it’s selfishly hurting others.  It’s putting your own needs first and not giving much thought to others’ well

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theory

papito

On Lex, I saw an ad by someone looking for a cuddle buddy.  He called himself a papito–a little papa.  Or a little potato? Sounds good!  At first I thought he said pepito, which I understood as pepita.  I liked imagining him as a pumpkin seed, this cuddling stranger.  Seeds are cool–the source of so

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