The breast play hour was amazing. I made this art of the menu. Yes, it was overwhelming pleasure, to feel that much breast sensation, so constantly for more than an hour. I learned a lot, and it was healing.
how it happened
I was naked and clean and lay back in the bed. The light needed to be on so my spouse could read the art list I made. But the light hurts my eyes, so I wanted to be blindfolded. I put a small buckwheat pillow over my eyes, and I enjoyed the pressure. It helped my head feel safe.
I couldn’t find the ribbons–maybe next time. We definitely want to do it again.
what I surprised me / what I learned
A big part of what I’m on life to do is to learn. I’m blessed with this human birth and want to do some human-animal work. Sex as learning is important to me.
non-verbal
I was surprised I went non-verbal really fast. That’s a subspace thing, where talking doesn’t make sense anymore. I could whimper–that’s about it. The verbal part of me turns off. Being blindfolded can help induce that.
My spouse stopped speaking quickly also. I like that. Language-free zones are my joy. (I have a non-verbal safeword that I can always use if I need to.)
frustrated
I was also surprised by how frustrated I got. Too bad I’m like that! After about 45 minutes, I really needed to come–some anger got mixed into it. Not anger like scary, but a subtle shift, where the urgency is beyond an ok level. I wasn’t expecting that.
what my spouse did
My spouse touched my cunt rather soon. I was planning on having just breast play for that whole time. It was ok and wanted, that he went for my cunt, but I wanted more focus on my breasts, like maybe waiting till the end for cunt touch.
loss of time
I mostly lost my sense of time. There was something my spouse needed to do at a certain time, and I was uneasy that we hadn’t set an alarm.
Next time we need an alarm for sure. It was like time lost all meaning. The hour flew by. I was in a whole different mentality than usual, with the overwhelming pleasure.
success
I wish my spouse had rubbed his dick on my breasts, and I wish he had ejaculated on them. Next time I will scoot lower on the bed. One of my chronic pain disabilities has to do with where on my body I can receive pressure. My spouse was having some physics issues with where he could press and not press.
It was such a success! I hope in your life, you have times of overwhelming pleasure also, and kind people to love you. It’s transformational.
