“Does that hurt your neck, when I jostle you like that?” I asked him.
“No, feels great,” he said. We were lying in bed mostly naked, early morning, and he was waking up and falling back asleep over and over. I was sometimes rocking him energetically.
“My neck hurts a lot, like half the time. So I always think your neck is going to hurt,” I said.
“You know what I’d like you to think about?” I continued. “I’d like you to think long and hard about what you do, when I’m sucking your dick. I’d like you to give that some really deep thought.”
“Ok,” he said.
“Because yesterday, when you were coming, my neck was hurting. But you were coming, so I didn’t want to stop sucking it right then. I wished you had pushed my head down on your dick, to help my muscles.”
“Ok,” he said again.
“I couldn’t really communicate it at the time.”
He made an empathetic sound.
“It’s ok,” I said. “But then when I’m sucking your dick, before that part, like when I’m going down and up on it, it doesn’t make sense for you to have your hand pushing on my head. The down part, you could push, but the up part, I’m working against your hand, so it’s going to hurt my neck. Does that make sense?”
“Yeah,” he said.
too much
“Is that too much to ask, for you to think about that? Are you like, too busy getting your dick sucked to think about my neck and pain and all that?”
“No,” he said, sleep-smiling. “I can do that.”
“Do you need to practice?” I asked. We were laughing. “We could work on that. You wanna practice right now?”
Yesterday we had sex twice, and I came neither time. I’m hoping we can rectify that today.
poke
“Better than a poke in the eye. But maybe if my nipple poked you in the eye, it wouldn’t be so bad. Let’s try it out.”
He closed his eye and pushed my nipple to his eyelid.
“How was it?” I asked.
“Great!” he said.
“Wanna try the other nipple?” I asked.
“Yeah,” he said. That one was good too.
cuddle
I like cuddle negotiating blowjobs. Pain is a stressor. All the negotiating, cuddle could be nice.
We have a good life, mostly. I thank Mother God for this joy of togetherness, we feel.
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