usually she’s a blonde white lady
i love then hate
with value i could never attain
life i tiny bit wanted
luxury of having children
owning a house
able to work a job
it’s more about resources
than sex
enraged you made sure
she got in the front door
but didn’t do that for me
her golden hair shining
i can’t blame your dick
for moving in your pants
toward her
but resources you spend on her
i think belong to me
i resent i lost
for her gain
a type of beauty
i couldn’t perform
but it’s delicious
how you fucked her
all night beside me
while i was trying to sleep
i woke up as she came
around your dick shaking
the bed slightly moving
hearing your breathing change
as you neared ejaculating
into her cunt wet
from your semen already
i would have done the same
dreams filled with
her gasps and cries
her naked body pushing
on your naked body
a life i could never create
born crazy
but you fuck us both with
the same love
kind eager
i can’t blame you
generous smiling