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trusting my body

Lately I’ve had trouble trusting my body, which causes me anxiety.  Anxiety is so much work.  I’d love to free up energy by finding ways to know and love myself, and to believe I’m ok and will live a long life. I woke up in the night to pee, and as I was lying in

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nipple instruction

I was giving my spouse some nipple instruction, and I thought you might be interested also, dear reader.  In case you encounter my breasts, or if you need ideas for how to interact with other breasts. request “Can you grab my tits like this?” I asked, demonstrating.  I grabbed my own breasts.  He watched, and

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dick comfort

“Does your dick need comfort?” I asked. “Yes,” he said. “Dicks have to do a lot of work,” I said.  I grabbed his dick, as he pulled down his chonies.  “Getting big and small over and over again, all day.  Dang.  Exhausting!” “Right!” my spouse said. “And you have to be enthusiastic, but not too

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theory

friend love

Friend Love comic by Clover via ohjoysextoy.com I need friend love: stabilizing, fun, plentiful, healing.  There are many people I call friends, and I usually love each friend in a unique way.  Special love is kindled just for them. Hopefully the relationship is happy and reciprocal.  I do my best, but sometimes I don’t know

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to pee

“What could we do, to make it easier for you to pee?” I asked my spouse. It was early morning, and we were talking about health.  I was proud of myself.  We were on a road trip, and I kept drinking water even though it meant lots of stops to pee. “Long time ago, I

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food fetish

I don’t think of myself as a food fetish kind of person.  Sure, garlic makes me horny.  But that’s normal.  Garlic makes everyone horny! Then I told my spouse I was craving lasagna really bad.  But I can’t eat it.  Well, I could try it with a white sauce instead of red.  Veg instead of

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more sex

“I want you to tell me it’s after lunch, so it’s time for me to suck your dick.  Whether I want it or not,” I said.  More sex helps me.  “Would you do that for me?” “Yes,” my spouse said “Would you like that?” I asked. “Yes,” my spouse said.  “I want to shove my

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to dream

The conversation didn’t go how I thought it would at all.  I thought we were going to talk about relationship options, and I felt excited.  Beforehand I’d imagined possibilities we could try.  It was fun to dream. I was unprepared for how “no” you seemed.  Wow–why have a conversation, if the answer is just that

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girlfriend

“If I suck your dick good enough, can I be your girlfriend?” I asked. “Yes,” my spouse said. “Can I be your girlfriend now?” I asked. “Yes,” he said.  “You are my girlfriend.” I slurped at his dick.  He was enjoying my tongue rubbing the underside as I sucked.  Then I swallow it. daily Lately

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back

“Your back is so beautiful,” I said.  It was 5:30 am, and I’d been up for a few hours already.  I came back to bed to wake up my spouse. I’d taken off my shirt, and I cuddled close to him.  I was cold, and he was so warm, snuggled in bed. “Pretty, pretty pumpkin,”

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